Larsen M. Callirhoe Posted August 3, 2011 Share Posted August 3, 2011 Let the river flow... by Larsen M. Callirhoe on Sun Jun 29, 2008 6:42 pm! Let the river flow... So many nights the storms seemed to never end. This was because I was so lonely until the day we met. It seemed my prayers had been answered when I first laid my eyes on you. The desires of my hormones was set ablaze in bed the first time we made love. You then said "I love you." After that I fell madly in love with you because of your outer beauty. Chrissy you definitely set a spell that captured my heart. How could I be such a fool? Quickly I would learn that you only wanted a fling. I needed something else. I was hoping for mutual love. I fell to the ground after I proposed to you. You rejected the diamond ring I worked hard earning to give you. In my heart I realized somewhere that for the first time I failed you. The tears then fell from my eyes. So let the river flow... I think of the past to the day I first met you. I was such a dreamer then. If I could walk on the fire? Would I make it thru the flames? To bad things did not work out. Tears fell from my eyes after you left me. what am i to do? Yes lovers of passion can grow apart sometimes. So I pray to the Goddess Sophia who is God's wife Eloah. I ask her to stop my bleeding heart. So many nights I have haunting memories of her. So many nights I wished I could tell my peers that I am a Seer of God. But of course many doubted my mental spiritualality. So much I wanted to hold her close to me. I hide the bitter sweet tears that fall from my face every night after she left me. So let the river flow... Would you look at me differently if I am only half the man I seem to be to you? If I could sail on a lake I would ask you to sail with me? Oh how much fun that would be. The day you die is a day I'm not looking forward to. You sleep around to much selling your body out for your excessive drug habit. You eventually contracted AIDS from being so promiscuous. I happened to warn you before this situation arose. We then lost touch for a few years. And my thoughts had not dwelled your way for over two years unfortunately. Then out of the blue I had a message on my phone answering machine one day. That message I received that day was a harbinger of news that made me cry. It was a message from Chrissy's sister. Just hearing her voice brought me back to wonderful memories when I first fell in love with her sister Chrissy. She was the female I gave my virginity to. I went to your funeral and I said a prayer for you. I laid a rose on the dirt of your gravestone. I know you will start a new journey now. I wept and yes I will miss her in my heart. So let the river flow... I wish I could dream about you again, but, God has spoken to me in my sleep instead. I dream about you since your death constantly. You are now so shallow to me like a heart that has had its last beat an lungs that has taken its last breath. I pray for you to find your way back to me in a future incarnation. We were lovers once! So why can't we be lovers again? If I had one dream to live? What would it be? I would want to hold you in my arms and I would ask you for a kiss on your lips. Then we would soar to the clouds reaching the stairways that go to the highest heavens until we saw the highest heavens horizons. We would then fly like the birds and chirp away singing with them. So let the river flow... Quote Larsen M. Callirhoe Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tonyv Posted August 4, 2011 Share Posted August 4, 2011 Just when I thought it couldn't get any worse it did. But out of the ashes an ending not without hope. I enjoyed the read, Victor. Tony Quote Here is a link to an index of my works on this site: tonyv's Member Archive topic Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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