Shadows And Valleys (4th Revision

[Larsen M. Callirhoe]

4th Revision

Shadows And Valleys...

I beg this much from you at least. The soft overtone in your

voice tells me the confidence you once saw in me is lost forever.

Somewhere in my heart the best I can hope from you is that

the previous conviction of love and the trust you once held for

me I pray return. These emotions radiate from you senses I feel.

You once held honor in me that was so vividly sincere.

Simplicity has destroyed the intentions we shared or was it a lie.

Do not deceive me anymore. I have disappointed you enough.

I ask for your forgiveness from the past misery and grief I caused.

Yet, it is you asking the almighty for forgiveness oddly for not

being there when I needed you most. I see the visions of you crying.

After all the transgressions I have committed against my lover she

still sees displays of my emotional outbursts. I look at her beaming

smile and my soft tender lips speak pure words to her. I grab her body

against mine as her heart pulsates. I hear her soothing voice saying

to me I will always love you. This reassure me after the bloody discourse

I caused her she has let it go. I only seek her devotion from deep within.

Oh, how time stood still every time I was in her almighty

presence. As fate saw it I saw in the past my beloved was always

covered in blood. You bled the color that red roses portray.

My burdensome prickly thorns caused this. The vision I always

held of us was me envisioning us in a bed of white roses.

The yellow and blue roses I left you symbolically all those years

ago I believed gave me the conviction that you would return to me

one day. The tears I shed reluctantly were about how I never tried

to chase you after you told me your hands were tied that day.

Then I let you blow away like the wind that rustles a leaf

in the Autumn when the leaves fade colors turning rustic.

The colorful pastel colors of your nervous chakra shining

like a rainbow in my room that radiated your naked flesh

on my bed chamber that night we made love. We let all steaming

passion fog up the windows blowing out into the gentle breeze.

For two hours we were in bliss making love.

We cared for each other then but that moment

is when we first fell in love with one another.

I see in visions that we will be united in the future.

I desire to make love to you like the first and only

time we ever made love to each other Nalene.

Oh how you and Joyce fooled me that night. Nalene only

desired a one night stand at the time. I cared for Joyce but

I did not love her properly for it was Nalene I desired all along.

Can’t you figure out this passion you feel for me Nalene?

It broke my heart when my Holy Angel told me in a dream

that the first time I made love it was to you Nalene and

not to Joyce who I slept with that night. Am I such a foolish

heart if I fall in love after just one prelude dance in the wind.

Maybe this story seems a bit far-fetched to some.

To me true love only comes around once in a lifetime

or maybe twice in a lifetime if you are extremely lucky.

Is it hard for you to recognize I am in love with you? I felt

this way the first time I laid my eyes on you. Doesn't it seem

in this world we are surrounded by candle lights shining on us?

We met on a warm summer eve as a Celestial storm was brewing.

How could either of us forget that we met at a church dance.

When we danced it was like we were floating on the clouds in

the twilight horizon as we flowed in the wind admiring the starlight.

The moonlight sparkled as the falling rain touched our skin.

You made the stars come out that night for me and the moon

glowed on us so brightly. Every human in the world saw us fall

in love and become one. It was like there was magic in the air that

evening. The rain ceased and the grey clouds dispersed. I asked for

your hand kissing it and you blushed. A shooting star soared above.

755 Words! 15 Stanzas! 62 Lines!

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3rd Revision

Shadows And Valleys…

 

 

 

 

 

Somewhere in my heart the best I can hope for

you I pray is the trust you once had for me and the

conviction of love you previously felt for me return.

I do still sense these emotions radiating from you.

 

I beg this much from you at least. The soft words of hope

that you still speak to me now are lost to the wind for there

is no strength in the words you speak to me anymore. I can

tell the confidence and conviction of passion in the tone of

your voice and the esteem you once had in me is not there.

 

You had honest intentions back then for you were vividly sincere.

Simplicity has destroyed our past or was it just one great big lie.

Don’t deceive me anymore. For I sense the misery and grief I have

caused you. I know I have disappointed you. But, it is you asking

the almighty for forgiveness for not being there when I

needed you most. I see this in visions from the Holy Ghost.

 

After all my transgressions I have committed against her the

emotional outburst coming forth out of my soft tender lips

looking at her glaring smile and the faith of her pulsating heart

I hear from her soothing voice saying I will always love you.

The bloody discourse of a burden I caused you in the past is

history. I ask that the feelings from the deepness of the well

of your heart you feel for me be to have devotion in Kadesh.

 

Oh, how time stood still every time I was in your almighty

presence as fate saw it. My beloved you were covered in

blood bleeding the color that red roses portray caused by

my burdensome prickly thorns. The vision I always held

of you was me envisioning you bathing in white roses.

 

The yellow and blue roses I left you instead symbolically

I hoped would make you return to me one day eventually.

Tears I shed reluctantly were about how I never tried to

chase you after you told me your hands were tied that day.

Then I let you blow away like the wind that rustles a leaf

in the Autumn when the leaves fade colors turning rustic.

 

The colorful pastel colors of your nervous chakra shining

like a rainbow in my room that radiated your naked flesh

on my bed chamber that night we made love letting all

reckless abandon go out into the blowing gentle breeze.

 

For two hours we were in bliss making love.

We cared for each other then but that moment

is when we first fell in love with one another.

 

I see in visions that we will be united in the future.

I desire to make love to you like the first and only

time we ever made love to each other Nakene,

 

 

Oh how you and Joyce fooled me that night since

Nalene only desired a one night stand back then.

But time changes us. I cared for Joyce but did not

love her at all. It was you Nalene that I wanted.

 

Can’t you figure out this passion you feel for me

Nalene. For you broke my heart when my Holy

Angel in a dream told me the first time I made love

it was to you Nalene and not Joyce who I married;

 

Maybe this seems a bit crazy or far-fetched to some.

But, true love only comes around once in a lifetime

and maybe twice in a lifetime if you are very lucky.

 

Am I such a foolish heart if I fall for you after just one

romantic dance in the wind. Both females deceived me.

 

Is every song and dance always performed the same way as

this image repeating itself in my mind. This scene is of us at

our first meeting when we danced like we were dancing on

the clouds and flowing like the passing wind in the starlight.

The moonlit shown on us as the falling rain touched our skin.

 

Don’t you know I am in love with you. I feel in love with you

along time ago Doesn’t it seem all around in this world we are

surrounded by candle lights shining on us. The people see us

become one in the heavens. You came to me on a warm summer

eve in the pouring rain like a shooting star soring across the sky.

 

You made the stars come out that night for me and the moon

glowed on us so brightly. Every human in the world saw us fall

in love. It was like the magic in the air that evening as the rain

from above ceased and the grey clouds dispersed as the sky

stopped crying. I asked for your hand kissing it and you blushed.

 

 

 

803 Words! 69 Lines!

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