Larsen M. Callirhoe Posted May 15, 2009 Share Posted May 15, 2009 So many days So many days i looked into the mirror i saw a reflection of a crying child. So many nights i looked out the window looking at the many distant stars. one night the moon talked to me. she was so happy to talk to me. she said like me she felt all abandoned and alone So many nights i cried aloud and prayed to the holy spirit the mother goddess of all. i said i no longer want to be alone and live my life of shattered dreams and paralysis destined to die alone. I had a dream that said i would walk again on june 6 2018. can i be so patient as the doctors look for a cure to my disability. alone i cry many tears drifting in and out of many realities. i want to walk again and dance on the clouds, why can't my dreams be fulfilled. a shootung star passed by my home one day. i wished i could hold your hand again and hope you would say i love you. this is what i have wanted to hear my whole life. why do you find it hard to say i love you yet you said i do and married me one day. was it all a lie or one of my fantasies. all alone i sing a spiritual song. in my mind a float along the river hoping my words help would ring out to you. most of all i wanted children with you because you are so beautiful. i wish my heart could be as patient as yours is regarding me. So many nights i would dream of you. I would whisper the words to you asking you to marry me. I would always say to you how much i love you. i wish i could dance with you under the moonlight and have the mighty angels seranade us. So many days i would write you poetry hoping i could touch your heart once again with the passionate words i write and say to you. many years have passed as i wait for you to grow up and mature and blossom into a lady. one day i would bring you flowers and ask you to marry me in the distant future. i would have the great budda christ marry us. we would make love under the moonlight as she the moon sang to us. she would be a full circle that night glowing on us. So many nights i would pray for this moment as i drifted asleep hoping we would never drift apart. I would sing you a love song. the words would be so bitter sweet. you dream of me as your prince and i think of you as my queen to be. i love you this is my heart elizabeth. what more do you want from me. i worship the ground you walk upon and the flesh on your body like you are divine. even in your wisdom and age i still want to make love to you. can your heart take eternity with me my beloved rose. Quote Larsen M. Callirhoe Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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