Larsen M. Callirhoe Posted July 3, 2014 Share Posted July 3, 2014 I often hear your voice daydreaming in the twilight morning hours waking up from my many eternal nightmares. These fleeting moments often leave me in cold sweats and chills trembling from what I had envisioned in my slumbering dreams as I wake up most mornings when I care to look at reality. Then something tells my heart I don't need you in my life anymore. I wish for magic wand to wave over my troubles wishing this act could tell me what to do and how to live without you in my life anymore? You made me a fool then. Only past lovers carry this shame. What must I do to end these sleepless nights causing me to toss and turn in bed? Living with you in my life this big lie that carries me on a whisper and a lofty windy breeze that I wanted to end a long time ago. I still hope for love as old lovers try to seek like a fading dream that echoes in the dark cascading in the rising sun. Flowing rivers filled by my many tears because I no longer cry in open. Living a lie - oh what must I do? But turn to a prayer praying to my God who is up on high. I pray to him - el elyon adoni god - god most high lord! I found my faith by the cross of hope - so, now God is on my side. I have joy in faith that now fills my life and my cup overflows. A/N: Sorry wasn't try to get to religious on you. It is just that this piece is about my own spiritual battle wrestling with my personal demons within I didn't mention in the piece like divorce and drinking and so forth. Hi will be back later on tonight to comment on several pieces. Got a Dr. appointment to go to in an hour and lunch should be here any moment - anyhow. Anyone seen or heard from Tinker? I hope she is doing okay? Quote Larsen M. Callirhoe Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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