Open Letter - Pure Sadness

[Larsen M. Callirhoe]

The world looks bleak since i became paralyzed 19 years plus ago......

I watch my health deteriorate.

I lie awake at night tossing and turning
and no one is there to comfort me or care that much.

I want to cry till i am no more and be reborn......
if that is even possible.

My heart just isn't into this world anymore.

My family descendants will end being slaves to strangers
since taxes are so high and this nation is in deficit 20 trillion dollars.....

it would take 1 dollar bills stacked to the moon and back 100s of times to pay off this once great nation's debts. The moon is very far away from earth.

And, being paralyzed tops the cake of shame.
Only thing worse is total blindness in my opinion.

i pop pain pills and antidepressants all the time to rid my pain.
But it is never enough.
It is never enough.

To stare at a sunrise or sunset or the moon glow over earth....

Is that to much to ask for is be aloud to watch these occurrences to happen once in awhile where i could witness these events...

Victor Mike Lash~
Larsen M. Callirhoe~

[Tinker]

Hi Victor, Yes sadness, I wish I could roll you outside on a golden carriage and help you see the glorious sunrises and sunsets you can't see from your room. All we cyber friends can do is write poetry painting with words to ignite your imagination. You are an inspiration to all of us to do just that.

 

Thank you, ~~​Tink

 

Soft golden glow

Expands behind dark tree tops

Sunrise for Victor

[David W. Parsley]

I wish I had something as gracious and comforting to say as Tinker does, Victor. Nineteen years is a long time, and yet your insights and expressions seem to defy such an ordeal. It is always good to hear from you, my friend, even when you are hurting. And when you are hurting you are in my thoughts and prayers.

 

- Dave

[Larsen M. Callirhoe]

Thank you tinker and david for responding in kind. i want to cry but can't. i know my angels are sad for me. but it is only a few more years before the rapture. that is what my angels tell me.

 

cheers

victor

[poetjohncompton]

You will always be mu friend! I try to send plenty of smiles.

[Larsen M. Callirhoe]

Thanks tinker and david for responding in kind. i take one day at a time is all i can do. MP i am just so elated you are out of nonsense. and more good will come your way my friend i just know it......