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my mother is dying

 

(i prepare myself)

 

& not in the pretend way

i write, occasionally,

 

when she was a functioning

alcoholic, or when it made a poem

 

more interesting. my mother

is dying. her kidneys

 

rebelling, becoming cirrhosis.



 

she sits in front of me,

 

relays the information

with easy memorized lines.

 

she is used to the idea of dying.

 

death has loomed inside her

for years now, hibernating,

 

waiting for spring, to wake & fatten

 

 

 

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Death as Spring, awakening and fattening. Phenom.

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On 1/12/2020 at 6:24 PM, tonyv said:

I don't even want to think about it, and I can barely read this. The poem's power springs from its ever-so-slight sense of detachment.

Tony

it was an emotional time but luckily she pulled through 

thank you 😊

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Wow John,  I was relieved to read in the reply thread that she pulled through, but the poem is very moving and there are truths in it that are not changed by the favorable outcome.  Great insight into another facing death.  I'm glad you have returned here to share your talent.  Thank you.

~~Judi

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This is a tight and powerful poem. Really interesting title! I guess I'd like it even better if it connected directly to something in the poem--some reference to eating soup. I do agree with what others have said about the power of the slight detachment here. You say relatively little, and that says it all. The minimum of specifics allows readers to bring their own similar experiences or imaginings to the poem. I thought that putting "I prepare myself" in parentheses was an interesting and effective approach.  I also found it interesting that I wound up reading "& not in a pretend way" to refer to that line in parentheses, and not to the line that preceded it, which would be the grammatically correct interpretation. In any case, both interpretations work here, which adds interest. Your phrasing of kidneys actually "becoming" cirrhosis threw me a bit at first, but then struck me as an intriguing intentional rhetorical construction emphasizing the all-consuming nature of disease. If there were some way to present this phrase while making it more clear that this was no grammatical accident, that would be even better.

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i write, occasionally,

 

when she was a functioning

alcoholic, or when it made a poem

 

more interesting.

 

Did you mean "wrote"? And, are you saying you wrote when it made a poem more interesting? If so, how does that make sense? It's funny, the first several times I read this, I assumed that you meant you wrote about your mother's condition when it made a poem more interesting, but then I realized you hadn't actually said that at all. If that is what you meant, I'd say I appreciate the cynical candor.

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she is used to the idea of dying.

is so powerful, especially in just the context in which it arises here.

And I agree with Marti--the irony of spring ripening death is so pungent.

I'm so glad that this situation turned around, in real life. P. S.

 

I hope you saw my reply to your reply to my comments on your "learning to love my new body." I know they came after a slight pause! 

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On 1/17/2020 at 11:38 AM, Tinker said:

Wow John,  I was relieved to read in the reply thread that she pulled through, but the poem is very moving and there are truths in it that are not changed by the favorable outcome.  Great insight into another facing death.  I'm glad you have returned here to share your talent.  Thank you.

~~Judi

thank you for your lovely comment and hugs 

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On 1/18/2020 at 1:54 PM, A. Baez said:

This is a tight and powerful poem. Really interesting title! I guess I'd like it even better if it connected directly to something in the poem--some reference to eating soup. I do agree with what others have said about the power of the slight detachment here. You say relatively little, and that says it all. The minimum of specifics allows readers to bring their own similar experiences or imaginings to the poem. I thought that putting "I prepare myself" in parentheses was an interesting and effective approach.  I also found it interesting that I wound up reading "& not in a pretend way" to refer to that line in parentheses, and not to the line that preceded it, which would be the grammatically correct interpretation. In any case, both interpretations work here, which adds interest. Your phrasing of kidneys actually "becoming" cirrhosis threw me a bit at first, but then struck me as an intriguing intentional rhetorical construction emphasizing the all-consuming nature of disease. If there were some way to present this phrase while making it more clear that this was no grammatical accident, that would be even better.

Did you mean "wrote"? And, are you saying you wrote when it made a poem more interesting? If so, how does that make sense? It's funny, the first several times I read this, I assumed that you meant you wrote about your mother's condition when it made a poem more interesting, but then I realized you hadn't actually said that at all. If that is what you meant, I'd say I appreciate the cynical candor.

is so powerful, especially in just the context in which it arises here.

And I agree with Marti--the irony of spring ripening death is so pungent.

I'm so glad that this situation turned around, in real life. P. S.

 

I hope you saw my reply to your reply to my comments on your "learning to love my new body." I know they came after a slight pause! 

oh well isnt this a comment to ponder on. soon I shall post the revised version for you. thank you for all this and the thoughts.

 

and I meant 

wrote 

lol

 

 

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I agree with A. Baez, the line "she is used to the idea of dying" caught my attention too.

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